Gone .. But Still Waiting.

"You" Say you'll be gone soon.
I can't trust either of you,
I can't do anything to stop it.
I can't do anything to help it.
All I can do is help you along the road ahead,
You might leave me by the side of the road while you speed on down,
But hey. That's just something I call life.
Shit Happens, Life goes on and we take the pain.

You may be gone soon,
But no matter where you are, You'll always be apart of my life that I won't forget.
All the times we spent with each other,
All the times we were complete dickheads together,
All the times we were ourselves together,
That was the happiest time of my life.
I ruined it by lying. I ruined it,
I wish I can take it all back,
I haven't lied in 2 weeks.
I'm trying my hardest to show you I've changed.
I'm not being a "Josh" as much as I can.
I'm just being "Caring" for your actions.
Your actions can sometimes be stupid,
And sometimes fucking idiotic,
But not matter what happens.
When you're gone, I'll still be waiting,
I won't give up.

I'll be that guy who wants when you're not there,
I'll be the guy who will love you even though you don't understand it,
I'll be the guy who will always be there for you when you're most need of a hug,
I'll be the guy who will be the Best Friend more than a dick.
You may go for BadBoys, But I really don't care.

We talk more than you know,
We told each other more than you think,
We're closer.
But I'd never lie to you.
If you would've asked, What did you and Laine talk about it.
I'd give you every detail,
If you asked what was wrong everynow and again..
I'd really like that, It shows you care,
But you know..
That doesn't happen.
I try, But I'm afraid I'll be a "Josh" again.

I'll always be waiting .. I'll always be here when you are in most need of a hug, Or someone to talk to.
If you leave me behind. I'll be okay,
Because, It'll be the first time you've done that,
Instead of someone else doing it to you.


I'll be waiting.

Best Friend.