The Day that I know will repeat.

I know this day will keep repeating in my mind,
After I told you I won't do it again,
I did it anyways,
I'm a pathetic loser If I'm doing this just to protect myself,
You deserve not to be lied to,
You deserve nothing but the truth,
So I'm going to give it to you.

I should've told you when I had the chance,
I should've just said it,
But then an interference came in,
I didn't want to talk,
I should've told you about it reguardless,
I know you know what I'm talking about,
This was the last thing I did lie about.
I didn't mean for it to pan out this way,
But it was the hand I was dealt and I have to make the best of it,
I have to mix and match the cards until I got the right hand,
I've for 4/5 cards right.
This next card I'm out to find will create the perfect hand,
No lies..
No Blushing..
Just a straight face the whole way while looking at you.

I can't even believe I went this far,
I should've told you from the start,
But you know me .. Of course I wouldn't,
But I'm sick of having the bad hand and it rubbing onto you.
You'll find out everything in a few hours.
In a few hours this will be a new start,
A new start to a new hand,
A new start level.

I've wanted this for so long.
You have no idea how safe I felt today,
With you It's like nothing can touch me,
But when we're together,
There's not even the smallest partical that can get through.

I love you. I'm not going to lie to you. I'm telling you everything. In a few hours, If you're crying, If you're happy I told you, I'm not sure what you'll be. But no matter what. I'll be there for you, And that's all I need to know.